when it all piles up
so my relationship of nearly three years ended on christmas eve. Kind of anticipated it, but TOUGH nonetheless;new yearswould have been 3 years together, and then yesterday was his birthday. Reached out to three girlfriends on that evening (xmas eve), and they were all busy - worst part is that I have yet to hear back from two of them. WTF??? Then, my 17 year old daughter has been in a self destructive downward spiral. Depsarately trrying to get her into a program - close, but there are so many hoops to jump through. She hasn't been to school in months, been drinking, smoking, promiscuous, etc. and she lives with her dad FT (doesn't like my rules/boundaries) hoping that she might be accepted and send her away on Tuesday, if we can get through the hoops. Then, I come down with this miserable cough/sore throat. My "go to/escape" is being outside/working out and it's freezing and snowing; normally I'd be out playing, but cough/nose if pretty miserable. Feeling so ALONE, sad, scared ;(. When does it get better??? I'm a happy healthy person and this is taking a toll!!!
Zebra, it certainly is piling up on you. What a terrible time for it too. Just when you need your 3 girlfriends the most, you can only count on one of them. That one is the one i would stick with if i were you. Hopefully your daughters situation will work itself out soon so you can get her some help. If you were setting boundaries up for her, good for you. They will try to get around them but you still need them. Maybe this week will be the start of everything turning around for you. I will keep you and your daughter in my prayers in hope that things will start to change for you both.
