Relationship question

@Silverrose25

I would like to leave, but it's hard to do that if I still love him. About six months ago, I tried to break up with my boyfriend. I couldn't trust him because I figured out that he was lying about our relationship, and I got mad at him but he said "that happened in the past," tiredly. He didn't even try to listen to me. From then, I felt that he cannot be trusted and unsafe to be around him. A few months later, I thought I don't have any feeling towards him so I decided to break up with him, but it didn't work. I cried so hard and felt like I was nothing without him. So I decided to get back together. However, I still cannot trust him and I would like to leave from this relationship but I can't. I think I'm too dependent on my boyfriend.

@Silverrose25 i would leave. i DID trust my ex and would let him go out and hang out with other girls and what not because i knew he was obbsessed with me, and he was, but it didnt matter. He cheated on me twice. we both still loved eachother when we broke up, trust broke our relationship. if you dont have trust you hav nothing i realized