Why am I doing this?
I have recently found out that when I am black out drunk(which happens once a hear), I tend to perform oral sex on other males, whether or not I am in a relationship. I know that I would not do this sober and am completely faithful otherwise, so I dont understand why I do this. It is also troubling for me to forgive myself for doing this. It makes me feel terrible.
Everyone js is worried about me because they say I cant control myself and I think that it may be true, even though I dont do it that often.
How do I help myself stop doing this? And how can I forgive myself for not having any morals?
@cruzrm24
Hi Cruz,
well, it's beyond understanding, isn't it.
But maybe you don't have to understand it to stop doing it. After all, everything about sex is kind of beyond understanding.
Aside from getting an STD check, which I hope you will do, what do you see as your options?
