ill be single for the rest of my life

Hello, @wayupm

I'm so sorry you're feeling this way.. I know how disappointing life can get sometimes and how this seems to be the only real thing you can actually believe in. I won't tell you it will surely happen to you, that you will surely finally find the one; all I can say is that after lots of thinking like this it did happen to me and I really hope it will happen to you too. :) Take care of yourself and please keep positive!

Sometimes being single is the best thing. I got married at the age of 21 and have been married for 17 years now. Not a day goes by when I don't wish I was single and able to do my own thing without worrying about the family. How much fun it would be to travel alone and not worry while sitting in the plane, if you have packed your partner's toothbrush.