Alone and empty

Hi guys don't know how to go about this so here we go.om Saturday my best friend and I went our own ways and there was so much that could have ended different if I were to just suck up some of my pride and my ego and just say sorry even if the argument was miniscule and I thought it was "dumb" maybe I should have put it in my perspective maybe I should have thought about her feelings before mine.Maybe maybe maybe....now I'm sitting back at my parents having to leave my home with all my pets,my furniture, my security, my home....but its funny because all I miss is her even writing this now I'm crying and maybe I'm babling and maybe I'm even doing this share thing all wrong but I just feel so lost and alone and I have never felt this way I feel hopless....but I do know life goes on and I know I'm not the only one that feels this way ♡