Broken confused help please
Well you guys I have been dating this guy for 17 months. Our relationship started on a wrong note. He was married and got ahold of me, he had known me as I worked for his wife and was friends with his daughter(27). I messaged back knowing it was wrong. But thinking it harmless. Needless to say we started texting and calling all the time and spending everyday together. And he made me feel better about myself and like he truly wanted me. All in all he has lied to me, put his hands on me in a angry way,left me at least once every 30 day period. And we were struggling with addiction but now we are both clean and I felt really good about this time. He came back Feb 20. We had a long talk. Things were good, and I started noticing his behavior and actions changing(hiding his phone while I was literally looking at him, avoiding me, stopped wanting to go anywhere with me so he could be aline) well Tuesday yup he up and left and said he'd be back that night and is still not back. I hate him. But I love him. Idk what to do or think or say anymore I do good until I'm facing him then I give in like a baby
I hope this helps. But this isn't a healthy relationship. I understand how this person may make you feel, loved but that's not it. Sometimes we mistake feelings as love but love is actions. This person may not be treating you respectfully. And being with this person may only hurt you more in the long term.