It hurts
Im new here, I tried to get back with my ex girlfriend but she rejected me. She is seeing someone else after 2 months of break up. I was in silent from those months cause I'm hurt a lot. I want to be better but I also want her back. Ive been doubting myself now ever since we broke up. I feel like I was never enough for her but I want things to work. I think one factor is because she sees me as an undergraduate and she is a doctor plus her family doesn't know that she is a part of LGBT yet. My emotion is overflowing that I happen to be praying while crying then fall asleep. I was trying to be positive as possible but I get chest pains out of the blue. I know people will say for me to move on but im inlove with her. Im not the best one and I happen to neglect her at times but I really want to change for the better and prove that it is worth a shot.
@diplomaticBeach5918
Heyah!
You feel the way you feel. Sad and hurt, and that's okay. You're not feeling positive right now and that's fine. Cry if you need to.
It really is important that you are equally desired and in a relationship where you don't have to question whether or not you are enough. You are enough. You always were and always will be.
You would have learned some things that may help you to be a better partner in your next relationship. Hold on to those things and practice them in your next relationships until you find that person who will never make you question whether or not you are enough. Then lavish them with your love.
You can feel free to move on at your pace while respecting your exes decision.