Might be away for the summer

Hi,

I have been applying to many different summer internships. I am also in school, so I have had to manage applications and school. I just got an offer for one in another state from me. I also have an interview for one on Saturday, also in a different state, but a bit closer and more interesting position to me. I am going to tell the one on Saturday that I need to decide by the end of the month, which gives me a little time to wait to hear if they give me an offer too.

I am anxious about being away from my partner for so long, and wish now I had applied to more local stuff, but we only started dating recently. I think I need to accept one of the two jobs, so don't really have time now to pursue other local options. I feel like it is only for the summer and hopefully we can try to visit each other once or twice, but I have been anxious that I'm putting strain on the relationship or making him go out of his way to visit me. Also he has mentioned not being sure how serious he feels comfortable being, so there is a lot of uncertainty about how long the relationship will last in general. At the same time I have a lot of feelings for him, and even want to tell him I love you. I think I am doing the best I can given the circumstances to come of with compromises to visit each other and what not, just have been stressed about it.

Thanks,
Day