My life as of today

Hello.. I joined the app today and only just familiarising myself with it, the year of 2023 was off to a great start until today... My partner came home from work and had been sacked due to his own silly mistake, he's feeling terrible and saying he wants to end his life, I'm also angry sad upset all range of emotions because I have a young daughter under 2 and not sure how we will cope as I only work part time and that won't cover bills, I want to be mad at him but I want to be supportive as I'm aware he's quite aware of his silly mistake, I've sat all day ringing round and applying for him jobs and managed to get him a couple of interviews for next week in the exact same role but I feel like he keeps putting our family in jeopardy and expecting me to pick up the pieces but I also feel bad for feeling that way as I see so much about mens mental health but I sometimes worry about his more than my own and don't really now how to feel anymore, I don't have friends to talk to as I'm either home with my daughter, at work or out as a family, I have good family support but find it hard to speak with them about things like this