Deserve

this may sound stupid, but whenever someone tries to check up on me or offers me help or tries to do something special for me, I feel like I don't deserve it and I shouldn't be accepting it. I feel like I should be helping them and be doing that stuff for them when they try to do it to me. trust me, I always make sure I'm helping them and making them feel loved, so I guess that role of helping me kinda just stuck in my head. So I feel like I need to be helping people and not accepting love cause it makes me feel guilty