Goodbye to a friend

This morning I said goodbye to a friend, I am an Erasmus student and he is the closest person I met here. He is so meaningful for me, I used to spend everyday with him, I even liked him for a period but then I realized I don’t love him or stuff like that, it was just his way of being that attracted me but at the end he is not for me. Anyway he is my point of reference, I told him a lot about myself, we used to play a lot together, we shared a lot of things, we live in a different country and we will never be everyday together again, we will see each other once per year if everything goes well and this kills me… I miss him a lot, I knew this moment was going to happen but it hurts… he has half of my heart.. I want him by my side as always… he took care of me in each single moment, for each little thing… with words, actions and everything… I miss him too much… I hope our friendship will be always the same..