I hated my friends so much.
The only one friend I have is a guy, but I hate him. I don't know why, maybe it's because he's super smart, competitive and smug about hisdrawings and books. Also, I can't hug or kiss him in the cheek, andvice versa. Maybe one looks the other like an animal, no human.
I had another friends, all of them were girls. I also finished hating them. Sometimes I saw them like competency or something similar. Not curious, we are women; women are competitive people. Sad but true.
I wanna have more friends now, but I'm afraid of hating them too. The only ones who I likes so much are two Internet girls who I write since sooo much time, one is from Mexico and the other is from Latvia. But it's not the same thing, I want some friends in real life! But it costs me so much....
That's the thing what else made you want to hate them?
I'm not sure. Maybe I'm the bad girl of the movie and I'm envious. Seriously, I can't know exactly why I hate them.
It's funny how you mention movies. I think everybody is a main character in their movies. I think you should stop yourself in relative to them, and start seeing yourself relative to yourself. Just an observation. You know yourself the best by the way.;)
Maybe the best option is start thinking what I like in a friend and what I hate, and then see myadvantages and disadvantages. And trying to manage my emotions, of course.
Talk to me anytime
Alright, thanks :)