I wanna move on from him

Hi !! So I had a bad friendship breakup with my best friend .. its not like we have never fought, we have fought a lot but we always used to make it up to each other but this time its different cuz everything has ended !! When we were parting away he said that I have no self respect, little does he know that I always used to keep it aside for him!! Now I dont know what to do cuz I really miss him but I dont wanna go back to him or talk to him after all this !!! Please help me