I wonder if she miss me.
TLDR; My best friend left me about a month ago. I was in love with someone who was taken and she fell in love with me. In the end, she chose him. Eventhough she knows that she's in love with me and I'm the only one who treats her with respect and give emotional comfort. She chose him. I hate her, but I love her. In the end, I just want the women I love to be happy. That's all I want. I love you Lydia. The night before our last meeting you told me you miss me so much and can't wait to see me. I wonder if she misses me.
@Mayora78 i am sorry that happend I lost my friend too but she was toxic and I had to make the painful decision to block her for my own sanity but the pain is becoming less as time starts she called me retarded and that deeply hurt me a lot.
i can feel you. cause i think i like my guy friend who is already in a relationship. he cares about me a lot. but i know i couldnt compete with the woman he is in love with. and one day i just realize that i like him as my best friend not more than that, i just like him as my companion not in a romantic ways. and we will be better off as friends. about your story, she already choose someone else and you couldnt do anything about it, just be happy for her and stay as friend and know the boundaries. i pray that you can meet someone who choose you everyday and make you a priority.
