She is bi... (full story)
Okay so.. Hello everyone, this is my first thread .-. And i really need kinda help wth it..
So.. as you read my name, im that and..
Theres this girl with red hair ( not ginger..)
Literally red hair, white skin..
Erm.. so.. :/ .. I know her since my age around 14.. (i dont know the grades in english) anyways..
Once I saw her nd she was kinda cool..
A bit alternative, grey shirt, black pants y'know.
So I had spiked my hair up my top etc, and when I was with a friend (girl) walking in skool when lesson ended (because we had a break) she came to me and said : "Hey, nice spikes" and she kinda smiled :/
And the second part is ehm..
I had a group friends like 3,4 people. We were always going .. not forward skool breakfast place (ugh english >.<") but we were hanging out back.. (k let me translate) we were hanging the breakfast "Behind" the classrooms, there were those doors Behind, and a empty space to hangout where no one is ya know? So... she joined us later 0.0" whiich.. i didn't expect.. lol.. she just came rarely, or a lot.. i dont really remember anyways..
Thennn.. months later I bought a longboard.. I walked with that board inside of skool.. nd then she was next to me walking, and said "cool board" and talked a conversation with me :/ .. and it was such a nice day because it was like the days of "Coming The Last Few Days To Skool Before SummerBreak"
(yeah idk how to explain xD)
So we talked.. but i didn't look at her because it was kinda weird.... to me...
Because, that year I learned what bi was etc you know? :/ so.. I heard she had a girlfriend etc.. but then in summer I heard from friends she broke up (or that girl) idk.. and I talked with her on twitter I added her etc..
In the end, After like 2 months i guess or 1..
I said to her that she just can took the bus and we could meet up xD..
Then she said she was kinda shy...
Aaand... okay.. this is kinda fked up...
Your ready? ...
Welp.. my parents find out I had twitter etc, ugh yes they care about me (ALOT) -.-" :/
So.. I needed delete all my accounts ;-; ..
And I was so happy I should meet up with her.. but then .. we never spoke each other anymore, yes ofc because i had nothing to contact her.. so... after years.. now im 20.. like 2 years ago, I saw her in the college now, (you know .. eh then i was at age.. 18 i guess?) Soo.. I don't know.. she doesn't talk or anything..
My question is.. I want to talk with her, but i'm kinda scared eh.. how can I talk with her?
And one thing.. I won't explain the situation on here because.. something happened which if people read i wont feel save so..
If someone wants to help me, can you pm me so Ill explain what happened?
And already thanks I guess ;-; ..
*ugh life* .. ""<.< mhm..
Yes I don't know if this situation means i'm bi.. or anyything. But i liked her.. ugh..
@EmoSkater
Well my short answer is, if you have an urge to contact her again, do it! Life is too short for regrets and maybe if you aren't attracted to her anymore, you and her can still develop a friendship. If you do have feelings for her and she does as well, then maybe something even more special will happen! Of course you could talk to her and she could be completely different but you'll never know unless you say something, right? 
I hope my answer helps, good luck!! 
if you want to just go for it :)
Ok i got slowly comments.. thanks guys. But its not that easy, the story i didn't tell here is : I weared AFTER i was 15.. like when i was 17 till 18 or 19, i weared Headscarf.. to save myself because i got tortured alot... and so.. this year the doctors told me i have other type anorexia. My parents stopped it all and now i took my headscarf off.. 1 year. But this 1 year i study in other city.. I didnt see her this year... she only saw me This year AGO when i WEARED headscarf :( .. so.. thats the main reason and i dont know how to deal with it ;-; ... im scared if i talk to her she will think weird.. ;-; like i weared scarf and now not... she will think : " wtf is happening" .. ;-; .. so.. this is the main problem ..
