What Should I Do?

I met a guy last year through a mutual friend. Since then,we became the closest friends ever. He was like a mirror image of me. He was the most special friendever.

Recently,he stopped talking to me and I've been thinking about alot. He was so dear to me and I don't want to lose a friend like him.Long story short, I did something regrettable (If you're asking what happened,let's just say I shouldn't give little kids my phone because they have no idea what's going on)

Back to the story, I was about to text my friend how he is and how's it going since it's been so long since we talked. However,he blocked me. And I checked my contacts, half of the contacts were blocked. I was completely shocked. And it took me some time to figure out how did this happened in the first place.

Once I figured things out, I sent him a text through a social app and explained to him what happened and also apologizing. Unfortunately,he didn't reply. I sent him the same message on Instagram,but he left me on seen. I asked our mutual to help,but my friend yelled and told him to f**k off in caps.On Saturday,I texted him again. Last night,I asked his bestfriend about him and he told me that friend said he doesn't accept my apology. He told him that I was dramatic.

I don't know what to do anymore. I just don't want to end 2019 with drama. I have no intentions to fight with anyone. I'm going to college next year and I want to clear my mind out of this.

I just don't know what to do anymore