When will a best friend show up in my life?
I'm ready for my best friend to show up in my life!
There have been too many cases where I got really close to someone and then the friendship ended because of immaturity on their part. I am not one to abandon someone but when they start sharing secrets and spreading rumors I just can't be in that toxic friendship. I have stuck with shitty treatment in friendships longer than I should have.
Recently I made a friend who is really great but they are the opposite gender so there is certain connections and things that I just can't share with them. Our friendship has shown that someone who I thought was my best friend actually treats me really shitty.
I guess I am still trying to figure out how a good friend should treat me. This sounds like I perceive myself as perfect but I don't and I know I am not.
At this point, I'm a bit lonely and socially tired.
I cannot agree more with you, I tend to have the same issues. Communication is so hard for some people and I feel like I'm always on the receiving end of that. I feel like so many people have a best friend they can go to but I feel like I haven't found that yet. I'm sorry you have gone through so many challenges. I'm here to talk!