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I honestly give all of my love towards my friends, because I don't want them to feel like how I do. It just gets so hard because when I'm giving everything, I'm not really receiving the same amount of love back from everyone. and it's okay I guess, since everyone has something going on. I just have been feeling alone for so long and no one is telling me I can get through it or I'm not alone, because no one is noticing. I don't want to put all of my problems on them and I hope I'm not being selfish, I just see all of these emotions so hard cause I'm extra sensitive and I just wish someone will see that I'm not always happy and positive and being the therapist friend can be hard because at times I don't have anyone looking out for me. I just feel not really wanted or needed lately and because my friend groups have each other (and I get left out at times) they would be fine. again I hope I'm not being selfish, I completely understand everyone is going through something
I am so sorry to hear you feel this way. It is hard when we feel like there is no one who cares or notices us. The thing is, you preemptively do things for them to make sure they feel loved or cared for, but if they do not know how you feel, or that you are doing that because that's what you need, then they may not realize you are needing support. It's hard to let people know because we sometimes feel we are begging for pity or being weak, or that they won't care. What would you say, or how would you feel, if you read what you posted & found out it was one of your friends that posted it? What would you say to her?
