10 year codependent

I married my husband 10 years ago a few months after going no contact with my abusive mom. I clung to him tight. We had a great 8 years but the past 2 have been rocky. We are in the middle of a divorce now, I felt like I was losing autonomy slowly, but I feel lost and terrified! I am scared to be alone. There is not a lot of support in my area. I go to therapy, but not many friends, and no family at all.