Boyfriend

Me and my boyfriend met online and we have been dating for three months it’s been great so far we met in person once ,we are compatible in different ways we have similar values and sexually it’s good but I didn’t have enough experience to speak on compatibility and iam scared I might be missing out on what’s out there to be fair it’s not easy to find a partner with the compatibility we have but physically he is not my type if he would’ve approached me in person I doubt I would’ve liked him he is very charming once you talk he is just not my type not someone I would be proudly showing him off to others Jin terms of money he was paying the most when we were together and he keeps telling me that he bought properties for his family members and worked so hard but now he is on a break to focus on his mental health and he keep dreaming with me about future between us like he wants to buy a house and all that but Than he equally lives In a rented one person studio

I think what triggered this fir me is I used social media and saw a couple both are pretty and successful and everyone was happy for them suddenly I felt like am I missing out should I also look for someone who is pretty and rich

Iiam struggling to get a good job I didn’t date during university I keep thinking maybe once I’ll get a nice job I’ll meet different people and be in a different place to decide but now I feel like he is the only option I have