Break up stress

I was with him for a good couple of months. I sent him the breakup text and blocked him yesterday. I admittedly didnt unfollow or block on most platforms because I wanted to see if he would reach out (since a majority of the reason I broke up with him is that he started putting less effort into the relationship, he'd forget things he planned or be hours late, he'd stop texting or asking about me unless he wasnt with friends and was lonely, etc) but he didnt reach out. Instead, he u followed me but kept me as a follower which stung.

I don't know how to deal with him not reaching out. I feel like in the moment of sending the breakup text I was pretty sure of my decision, and I know that him not reaching out should fuel that clarity, but its making me so depressed honestly. I just want him to come rushing to me and to hold me and to be how he used to be in the start and I dont know why its not like that anymore.

I did so much for him and maybe that was the problem? Like, the more comfortable I got with him the less of a priority I was in his life until I wasnt at all.

I have been desperately busying myself with things to occupy my mind but now its midnight and I have nothing else to think about but him. He's probably out with friends and celebrating not being so weighed down by me anymore. I just wanted him to want me like he used to.