Destroyed relationship.
I destroyed a 10 year relationship with lies and deceit. I was unaware of how my mind even worked. I was a sabatoger due to trust and abandonment issues from childhood. This drove my behavior and did not allow me to notice, accept or even acknowledge the love she had for me. Currently working through all the guilt still and hoping I can fix it enough for a fresh start with new perspectives. I acknowledge and admit all my past forthcomings. I fear the damage is done though. She is my person, my one, soul mate. And I broke her.
@forwardmomentum910
It takes a lot of courage to look at yourself this clearly. Most people never admit the ways they’ve hurt someone, let alone the patterns underneath it. You’re doing the hard work now, and that matters. Whether the relationship can be rebuilt is something only time and her healing can decide, but the growth you’re doing isn’t wasted. Even if the damage feels huge, you’re not beyond repair, and neither is the part of you that wants to love better. 🤍
Thank you for the kind words.
Thank you for the kind words.
@forwardmomentum910
I admire your honesty.
It's not easy to take accountability.
I genuinely hope with time, effort, communication and you also seeing you deserve love and happiness, you might work through this 🩵
Im hoping so
