Empty space and time
Now that he hates me and is gone I just have so much time and nothing to fill it i don't know what to do nothing fills his void and it feels like nothing will
@anonyPark7479 Right now, yes it will feel like he's the comfort that you need and nothing else or nobody else will feel right.
The haze after someone leaves is very difficult to navigate, each step forward is filled with fear while the heart screams to go back. And that's okay<3 You don't have rush forward. Take your time, let yourself know that it's okay to feel this emptiness and it's okay to not know what to do next. It's okay to grieve, surround yourself with support, talk about it as much as you want. Make yourself a priority, it's all about your healing, you deserve that<3
@anonyPark7479
This is a normal reaction, so don't worry, everyone goes through this, especially when partners were very close. It doesn't mean that it will always be like this. It also doesn't mean that you are bad. It's just a situation that has arisen. With experience, you will be able to understand why this is happening, but for now, at least you can do something a little. Something that you once liked, something that you consider important to yourself. Gradually, you will get used to your own company and love it.