Feeling like a piece of trash.

My girlfriend broke up with me a week ago, everything was magical to me. Everything seemed so perfect, when we broke up I was crushed. Today i reached out and told her how i was feeling. The response i got was cold, it felt like i was talking to a completly different person. I told her the truth because that was what we would always do, we kept no secrets.. atleast i kept none. Then it came to a breaking point because she wanted to stay friends, but i couldnt do that i love her still. Now she wants no contact, makes me feel like i am toxic waste to be thrown out.