Feel like to end everything
Same routine, same cycle, same feelings every day and every single time.
Alli wanted is be loved… to be cared or to be look after.. but all i hear this *** from my spouse.. The fairy tale i belived in has never happened to me.. Some times I feel I should have opt for a love marriage instead of believing in Gods plan or my parents choice. Im being burned and felt like Im the useless one living in this world because of my careless behaviour and tiny brain. Im just useless if i dont make money for others, Im just useless if Im happy in my zone, Im just useless if Im around my group,Im just useless of not looking after my family , and my home. Im just useless of not putting interest in things going around, so much i hear daily and now I really feel that may b I am. Being just a dentist and being just good in your profession is not good enough. I wish i had chosen or someone with good words coming from their mouth would be enough to go long.. neither i frel good for my body neither i feel good for my brain…it is hurting sometimes alot.
@Sig91
I'm sad you are feeling useless and overwhelmed with negative views of yourself. How did you end up here......?
I hope you chat with a therapist or listener who can find you a better path to walk in life.
Thank you for sharing... I hope you can somehow discover hope..🌲
Hugs you. You're enough to change your situation. You're smart to realize your weaknesses. People will give you the words from their soul, you have potential talent but please look at your inner. If you could have had a chance to choose again, that would have been the same
I want to listen to you ....is that possible
