Frustrated with myself
I’ve lost 2 very important people in my life and I’m trying my hardest to grief properly but not really having a support system has really bothered me. It’s causing frustrations in my relationship because my mood swings are up and down, on edge and just ready to crash out even over something small. I don’t want to loose my girlfriend who I consider my wife. I need help 🥺
@catie5428
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Im firstly sorry for your loss.
Its alot to process.
It takes time and you are human and we can all have mood swings especially when we are struggling.
Don't be too hard on yourself.
Its clear you love your gf so much, let her in, let her know what you are feeling, it's ok to feel vulnerable and honest , it's better than lashing out, sending you my genuine best wishes 💜💕
I’ve let her in, but if I get upset and lash out is because she honestly has issues communicating and would rather just shut down, she does listen but if I dwell on it, nope she don’t want to hear it. We have our issues, my main one is trust because in the beginning that was broken by her.
