Help me please

My partner... It all started with the question of "if we were in a movie what do you think our plot would be?" And I thought everything would be all sweet... That's what I thought. He said "This topic is making me sad." Then I reassured him... he said "You know, I don't think it's a great time right now. I don't want to hurt you. I'm not saying that your feelings are not real. Look the distance between us is just... There is an ocean between us. And I need physical touch in order for me not go crazy." And what he said truly hurt me. I tried to understand him, but it just seems like he's pushing me away... And I know I'm young. I'm a minor and he's... An adult. I don't know, I love him... I feel lost and just confused. I need help. I don't know what to do at this point..