Help with my relationship ¿Advices of TLP?

I just had a fight with my boyfriend and it was something that I was really trying to avoid, so hard and in the process, it just went way worse than what I expected, and almost felt like he break up with me and I'm not really good with that.

I just downloaded this because it has been a hard relationship from the beginning, and I can not keep quiet with everything that we went through anymore.

We had a distance

relationship, like he lived in

another state for 5 months. Then

we start living together, and after

8 months of that, he just moved this last month to

his own place, for us, work and himself.

I told him how

scary the distance was for me, to

not be able to see us again and

wanted for us to be together every

weekend, I move everything in my

life, to actually go visit him, week

after week and today, he just took

that possibility away from me. I didn't react well, was like, like, only good place in our relationship, was just taking away.

I'm almost sure he is borderline, and I do my best to have in mind that his reactions aren't drama, he's actually experienced something really over stimulating.

I've been searching and putting on work a lot of self-help, to grow and be able to stay with him even through difficulties, but I don't feel like anything works.

Honestly, I just take captures of all our last conversation , which is all our last fight to just put it in here and have some, validación and help, to know what can I do now for make things better.

But sadly it not possible put pictures in here