He's a Narcissist and I'm well ....

Left one for another. was married to the first (still legally am) like 17 years. He was controlling. Telling me what I could and could not do. We have 2 kids. I left him and got together with my best friend who's well lying, cheating, gaslighting, manipulating and I let him get away with it. I promise u I know every time im lied to or cheated on.

Worst of all I USE to cope. I have no friends, no job and about to lose my home