I can’t let it go

I’m having a really hard time letting go of a situation-ship. It’s been months now since it ended horribly. I still think about this person everyday. I feel so stuck and it makes me feel worse that I can’t get myself out of feeling like this.

He was one of my favorite people even though looking back on almost a decade, we really didn’t know each other like I thought. I just know I’m tired of waiting on him to reach out , tired of thinking about the situation in general. I shouldn’t be stuck on someone that treated me horribly, like an option that didn’t really matter 😭