I don’t know…

If a guy says that there was romantic interest from the beginning, then I put a pause( i wasn’t … we have different schedules…nights and mornings) on seeing him and sees us as good friends.

In the phone conversation, he said more and differently… that he never really felt chemistry, he is kissing in lips also his mom, holding hands also with his friends… it’s nothing, that never called me his gf (one time he did)) (before that he said that he was any chemistry and that he was happy)…. there were a lot of painful things said… in short, I asked him if there was any chance for me? He said no. What am I trying to achieve? you will find someone better. To calm myself down, that being friends isn't bad. I said that I have feelings and it's not easy.

I won't go into details. But the main question - if I kept texting him, we would meet… would I be able to change his feelings with friendship?

P.s. After I my many texts of my feelings he blocked me because it was too much for him and me. I feel like I lost the last opportunity to “save” something. With a “friendship” in hope that he will change his mind when sees me