I left
Idk what I feel rn. If it’s not empty and feeling like nothing happened in the past I will cry nonstop. Idk anymore. It’s just hurts when you met someone that literally know you and sounds like your twin. You are together for almost 2 yrs then he has changed. He acting like my dad everyone that hurts me in the past. He wanted you stay and kept saying he will change but no longer. I don’t even know myself anymore. I just thought he’s different but apparently he’s also the same. “You will leave without me” “you are the strongest person I know, you’ll survived” “I don’t deserve you” just tired heard those words. Different body same people. Family, friendships and relationships just failed always failed. They crossed my boundaries and I lost myself. They can’t stop until I decided to left.
But rn it’s literally hurt a lot. Because I thought he won’t ever hurt me but he’s also the same. In my mind “what can I do?” It’s always repeated even it’s 2am or whenever
This is just temporary. Yes I will survived but the pain will stay there forever as scars. Idk but I will keep going💜I will be alright.
@Melissaa21 hi there, melissa! i am proud of you for opening up about it <3 i understand how much it hurts you. i have been in such situations as well, where i thought people would be different but in the end they just in a way left. and it hurt me. i really hope the best for you in your future. you're a strong person!
@KateDoskocilova
Hii thank you for the reply btw😊 kinda hurts he’s also the same. But idk actually I really don’t know what I need to feel rn. I will always survive I will be alright as always 😊
Trust in yourself that u will find someone that love and appreciate you....
Hi, coincidentally the same thing you type is exactly how I’m currently feeling. I’m currently going through a bad time in my life as well and trying to take it day by day. I know it doesn’t sound believable but you will get to that point where you feel 100% better and feel like a brand new person. You will have that love back that you felt like you lost. I currently am trying to Talk to new people or meeting new people is something I’m trying to start doing to help me feel better,socialize, and make new friends. Maybe if you did the same to even tried out new hobbies you could start your journey of finding out what makes you feel better or even doing those things that make you feel better.
I know you don’t know me but if you need someone to listen or just someone to talk to I’m open to talking. :)