I need help
I’ve been with the loml for almost 2 years and I just lost her. There have been countless times where I keep doing something that hurts her, she has expressed to me how it makes her feel when I look/lust as other women(pornographic,lewd post) and told me how she felt when I touched myself to other women. Countless times she’s given me chances to do better and treat her the way she deserves and I kept failing. Kept hurting her. I truly love and care about this women but I can’t wrap my head around why I keep hurting her. Why it’s so hard for me to just not look and not be curious. I don’t know what to do anymore
@selfconfidentPomegranate40 I'm sorry to hear about what you're going through. It might be helpful to take some time for self-reflection and try to understand the underlying reasons behind your behavior. Sometimes, our actions are influenced by deeper emotions or past experiences that we may not be fully aware of. Something you can do is keep a journal and write your thoughts in. Remember, change takes time, and it's okay to seek help along the way. You're not alone in this, and there are resources available to support you in your journey towards healing and growth.
