I really don't know what to do
I had a long distance relationship of 2 years like we meet once in 3 4 months and we had like a really strong bond which i thought it is from somewhere i got to know that while he was trying to make me his gf chase me he was also chasing other women at the same time i fell for his sweet words and i was the fool one and spend my 2 years with him he says and i used to feel too that he is not like that he is changed even after then i found out he was in rs with soo many girls before me its embarrassing for me and now he be liking pictures and following models semi nude pics and even after i confronted him he didn't stopped and HE SAID HE LOVED ME SOO MUCH AND HE ACTUALLY USED TO CARE FOR ME idk what should i believe him or other people i really loved him experienced everything with him for the first time and he already has experienced everything with other women
@rishikaok
You gave your heart with truth and grace,
He wore a mask, a shifting face.
Love felt real, and that was true
The lie was never born in you.
Don’t dim your light for someone blind,
You loved with soul, with heart, with mind.
He lost a gem he couldn't keep
Now walk away, but not too deep.
Heal slow, feel all — don’t rush the end,
You're not alone. You will ascend.
@rishikaok
your words carry so much raw honesty and pain, thank you for sharing something so deeply personal. What you felt was real, even if he wasn't. You gave your heart, your loyalty, and your belief in love that is not foolish, that is brave.
It’s devastating when someone you trusted turns out to be so different from who you thought they were. But please know, his actions are a reflection of him, not of your worth. You are not ‘less than’ because he didn’t see your value if anything, it proves he wasn't capable of holding the kind of love you offered.
Healing will take time, but this pain you're feeling now is the beginning of you choosing you. You’re not alone, and you deserve a love that’s loyal even when no one's watching
love that doesn’t make you question your worth. Sending you strength and care.