Just need few suggestions!

hello!

Ive been with a guy for 2 years happily in love. Then September 2025 he left me we had an argument and he blocked me from everywhere, eventually after a few months he unblocked me on every social platform but never reached out. for 8 months i kept praying and hoping for him to return may 2026 he messaged me through a fake account on sc. from that acc i had been receiving messages before (during the breakup) but i never replied it was a girl’s id so i accepted the request. Later when back and forth i started talking to that acc i realised its the man i love by the way he was messaging and asking me questions if i had moved on, asking me about my side of the story etc. at the end he admitted its him and messaged me on whatsapp, he apologised he said he left me cuz he thought its better for me. We got back immediately i was happy thinking my prayers are answered. He promised to never leave again. But Just after 20 days he left me again over an argument again. First we didnt talk for 2 days then i noticed he removed me (not blocked) from all social platforms so i messaged him asking whats he doing he said it was better we broke up and sorry i came back. I tried stopping him, he said he is tried of carrying responsibilities all his life and doesnt want mine anymore i tried talking to him and i felt i succeeded but the next morning i saw he blocked me everywhere again. Now its been one month since that and i had called him from landline today he heard my voice and immediately hung the call, a few days before also i called thru a friends phone he heard my voice and hung as well. I used to stalk him through a fake acc on *** since his acc was public. Since yesterday i noticed he blocked that fake acc and i cant figure out how he got to know about me using that acc. I saw his *** from a friends acc and he made his acc private today.

I tried calling, messaging in this one month and now im completely lost whats happening? I cant process my mind i even thought of going to his workplace but i dont know if i should or not.

I just need to know why hes doing this ? Its not like he never loved me, i saw it in his eyes he does love me then why did he leave again and not even consider talking to me about it, talking about whats bothering him.