Lonely
I've been single my whole life. It feels frustrating and embarrassing. I have a terrible social anxiety, I'm shy, introverted and fear rejection. I'm unable to make the first move. And most of the time, only people I don't like approaches me. I lose interest really fast, if I liked someone once I get to know them I don't like them anymore. I consider myself a beauty, charismatic, trustable, lovable, worthy. But I'm still alone. 24 years and none experience. I love spending time alone. I love me. I love the way I am. But sometimes it feels so lonely I can't take it anymore.
@kindKitten1332
It's understandable that you feel lonely, even though you can be okay with it most of the time. It's only human nature to crave companionship and connection, especially when facing challenges like social anxiety and fear of rejection. It sounds like you have a lot of positive qualities and self-awareness, which is truly admirable. Remember, it's okay to want companionship while also valuing your independence and loving yourself. Finding the right balance that brings you happiness and fulfillment is what matters most.