Mayn
I wish I could be intimate with someone but I have this like kinda hater mentality *** where like I just can’t get myself to not hate someone enough to be like that with them, and ive never met anyone who’s cared about me and that’s not to blame anyone else I don’t expect everyone to like wanna be close to me but Mayn just like one person. I feel kinda goofy going to an app like a child but I genuinely don’t know what to do and it’s a become like a genuine problem it’s not just romantic it’s any kind of relationship with another person I can’t have one. And I understand that when the same issues keep popping up in all your relationships your usually the problem but I just wish I knew what to do to change it bc I would in a heartbeat.
@lillobster06 Why is there hate? Is there distrust of others perhaps? Or perhaps others fail to live up to your expectations? Relationships can be difficult so rest assured you are not alone. Sometimes we have a lot going on inside ourselves and that makes it hard to connect with others. Your coming here to ask this question is a good thing. I hope you find some good answers here.
Thanks bro but that’s the thing idk but everyone just makes me upset and like it’s not even there fault most of the time I think I just have to kinda work my stuff out yk
