Me..

My problem is that every time I meet someone and get attached, hoping they'll be a good person, they turn out not to be, and they hurt me—not with words, but with their actions and how they treat me. I no longer understand people or how to deal with them. I don't even have real friends who truly love me. I guess the problem must be with me if everyone treats me like this.

Like any other girl, I just want to love and be loved, to be a good person, build a good family, work in my profession as a pharmacist, and focus on my career. But I can't. I'm truly tired of life, and I feel like I’ve lost hope. I really wish I could die, but I know it's wrong to take my own life, so I'm just holding on and going through each day, one at a time.

I just wish someone would genuinely feel what I feel and be there for me. I don’t want to be negative or a burden on those around me, but I honestly don’t know what to do anymore.