My Biggest Fear Came True

Being in a relationship without wanting to

that was always my biggest fear.

I used to think, “No matter what happens, I’ll always have the choice. I’ll say no. I’ll protect my peace.”

But somehow… here I am.

Stuck in something I never asked for.

Pretending to smile. Pretending to care.

While inside, I feel like a stranger in my own life.

They say love grows with time.

But what if there’s no space for love to grow?

What if all you feel is pressure, guilt, and silence?

I didn’t imagine my life like this.

I didn’t picture myself waking up every day feeling like a passenger

watching my life be decided for me.

This isn’t what I wanted.

And I don’t know how to get out

without breaking everything

including myself.