My missing half
I did a lot of shittyy things in life and this is the only one I truly regret.
My boyfriend and I have been in a relationship for 2 years, it feels so short but it felt like an eternity, I felt so in love and contented with what we had, but I ruined it all.
I've always felt he was my other half, my safe space, and my other self. Now that he left... I feel empty, like I lost the wall I've been leaning on, it feels like everything hurts now, but it also feels like I deserved it.
I didn't want it to end, but he chose to end it... Now I'm stuck trying to find out on what to do next, feeling lost. He was my first ever relationship that felt so real, he's left me now and I don't know what else to do or how to cope with it.
@KirkRell
You've been through a difficult but important experience. I think both he and you made the right choice. Now you'll understand yourself better and what you did wrong. Everything will be more prosaic, but you won't worry so much. Now you need to accept reality. If you couldn't find a solution, it means that this relationship wasn't so perfect, right? In any case, it will be difficult for you for a while, but then you'll be able to get through it and cope with everything. Hang in there!