Need Peer Support

I got into a relationship during school, and for two years there were no major problems. Later, I chose a particular college for her. Three months after joining, we broke up due to my fault, and we had no contact for three months. We then got back together, and for two months she gave me hope and everything felt fine. One day, she broke up with me, saying she was stressed because of me, even though there was no fault on my side. We had no contact for almost six months. After that, she asked me to try again, and we got back together. For about one and a half months, she was happy and everything was fine. In the following month, she said she had lost interest, admitted she had been faking her feelings for a month, and broke up with me yesterday. What hurts the most is that she never chose me and treated me badly. She even tried to move on by getting into a casual relationship with another guy, and later asked me to try again, only to break up within two months saying she no longer had feelings for me. We share the same block in college and will be in adjacent classes for the next 3.5 years. I feel like she used me, but a part of me still wants her and still has feelings for her. I also feel she was out of my league, and if I let her go, I'm afraid I may never find another partner.

she got *** a lot of friends both male and female and on the flip side i don't have any female friend and seeing her