Need advice and support
So this happened this Sunday I guess. I was hanging out with my cousin, brother and my father's friend's son.the father's friend's son let's name him A, came here for some purpose and accidentally stayed st my house for two days. I was annoyed with his humour and way he was putting jokes on me already. So accidently Inhad to lend some money from a friend who is very new and I never asked him to lend me some money so I started with by telling him that I know it might feel weird to you but I need some xyz (a small amount) of money to buy some book and my parents are not at home. I saw them (my brother and that A) was giggling on that and I was like again annoyee by them. Later on after his departure or other night at my neighbour's party I was schooled by my brother how I shouldn't haveaasked money in front of A.
Later on I needed to go to night camp which I was refused by my mother by saying that there is difference between my brother and me. And since then I am feeling deep anger and bitterness for everyone who has ever hurted me and I have been cussing them to death in my mind. Either I am crying or u am angry I don't know what's really going on.
@bubblePrune2221
It sounds like you're feeling really overwhelmed and hurt right now, and it's completely understandable given everything that's been happening. It’s important to acknowledge these feelings rather than pushing them away. It’s tough when we feel judged or belittled, especially in moments when we're already feeling vulnerable or frustrated.
Firstly, it’s okay to ask for help when you need it, even if it feels uncomfortable. It might be helpful to talk to your brother about how his reaction made you feel and explain that it wasn’t just about the money, but also about feeling embarrassed and unsupported.
Feeling angry and hurt is a natural response when we feel wronged or misunderstood. It’s important to find healthy ways to express and work through these emotions. Maybe writing down your feelings or talking to someone you trust could help you process what’s going on.
Ultimately, it’s important to remember that your feelings are valid and deserve attention. Try to give yourself space to understand and work through them, and consider reaching out to someone who can offer a supportive ear or perspective.
If you wish to talk more, please feel free to write back your thoughts or experience, and I'll surely reply to you.
Take care.