Need an advice

I live without men for long time ago. I am divorce and just dont want to fall one more time in bad situation. But time is run. So now I see a men and i like him. But, he is younger in 10y. Everytime people ask me how old I am,and when I say they just dont belive me. Thouse young men look at me they ate me with their look. I can feel they look every time. I afraid go to sleep to see this men in my dream, i shy to take a bath just because I feel like th8s guy with me. I just feel his touch and his breath. OMG just pleas can sone one give me some advice or whatever . I cant share this feeling with no one I am just shy or afraid I dont know. Thqnk you.