Reflecting

I've spent a lot of time today grieving my break up. I've thought a lot about what I'd say to him if we spoke right now. I almost texted him this morning but I stopped myself. I realized that yes i hurt him, but he also hurt me, and I can't ignore that. I need the space from him as much as he needs it from me. that doesn't stop me from missing him, or loving him. Maybe one day we'll be able to talk and sort what happened out, but if that day never comes, I'll just have to accept it