She Doesn’t Even Care That I Exist…
Trying to push through knowing she doesn’t even care I exist. What do I think? She says I wasted her time…but what about me and ALL the help I gave without question and without regards for myself. Helped with cancer, helped with children, helped with matters that only she holds close. “Are you not going to be in my children’s lives?” What should I think? How should I answer? How does someone want to forget you and hate you ask a question about the heart like that? How?….how do I exist with being a failure?…..thank you for your moments if you read this. 🙏🏽🙏🏽😒😢😒
As for how to answer her, you have to be honest with yourself first. If you still care about being involved in her children’s lives, say that. But at the same time, it's important to respect where you stand now, and to acknowledge your own worth, even if it feels like you're failing.. You’re not a failure for loving and trying. You gave your heart, and that's something valuable, even if it doesn't feel like it was received in the way you hoped. It’s okay to be hurt, but don’t let that pain tell you that your worth is gone.
