TW//// SA , Substance use.
So we met in October during hoco and he has a gf his gf talked *** abt him to me so like a good friend i let him know as a good friend I was w a guy who was acting distant at the time. So I told my ex his girl was talking ***, He got with someone he knew that same day. Later like 3 days later that girl ended things with him I noticed him being sad and quiet and shaky in class I tried to ask but he said he didn't wanna talk about it, I told him that's fine. The day after we were on call and he admitted his feelings for me and I told him I liked him to cuz I did...So we got together and I introduced him to my online best friend thinking I could trust her. I noticed a week into the relationship he alr was forcing me to touch him down there his excuse was "I know you like it" When i didn't it triggered tf out of me and I told him this and he said a relationship ain't *** with out sexaul ***. After this, I noticed him getting closer and closer with my best friend they called way more with out me he left calls with me as he got on call with her so I got scared of losing him and added Pics on my eyes only which he had the pass too and then the pain go too much. I got high and went to my ex and told him everything as he took advantage as I was high and made out with me, I told my current boyfriend and he said if I wasn't sexual I was cheating I ended things. Still, he begged me back and then he got even closer with my bsf I noticed so December cuz this all happened in November I ended ***. I loved him. I wanted him back. But I messaged him tofind out he got with my best friend legit the day after. I got mad went off, From Jan-now we were friends we fought a lot tho with him *** talking me to him totally degrading me but when I said something it was always he had so much going on this week he and his girlfriend broke up and me and him got back an hour later (Ik that was *** up of me). It lasted two days enough to get attached and he told spit in my face called me a *** asked to be siblings again and then got back w his ex now he's telling her *** that didn't happen. @tealSquare5955
Gawdayum how did he even get away with playing like 3-4 people tbh I would've now just ignored blocked him and he asked you to be siblings? Uh wtf? But mae after what he did he doesn't deserve your love he doesn't deserve you ik you loved him but that doesn't justify all this my g just don't even interact with him anymore cus if you did he'll probably still do the same again and again you're strong to even endure this
@tealSquare5955 but wht if he get low again and thinks tw//// suicide is the answer and I could help??? I gtg i will respond next time I get a chance to
Tbh it'll probably be a bluff but If I was in your spot I'd discuss boundaries with him if I'm feeling generous or actually justified that he is sucidal
@tealSquare5955 I started tlking to him again as a friend, Hes getting in my face and stuff tho over me joking when he jokes w me. I don't know why he knows I'm super duper sensitive