Unwanted trip
In a couple of days I'm going on a trip with a 'friend' that I can't stand. I can't really cancel it now so I need some advice on how to survive this...
I am very introverted and the tought of being with that one person for 3 days in a row makes my skin crawl. I hate talking, I hate fake laughing at unfunny jokes and I hate being limited by the other person's wants.
@floorm
Hiya. Thanks for reaching out. The first thing that comes to mind is why are you even going away with this person, given you don’t even like them? Who knows, you might get to know them better and find you have a great time.
Hey
Honestly I kind off made the last post during a small breakdown. Lately I just feel like I hate everyone.
I don't really have much friends and I don't mind. I never really wanted any friendships and this person came along and I just accepted them. However I never felt any sort of connection between us.
If I could I would just stay alone forever, but my family worries about that a lot and I don't want to dissappoint them... Last year I fought with the person and we lost touch for some time, but when my mom found out she started crying so I felt guilty and we made up.
I don't really know why I am this way, but I just can't connect with anyone. I feel nothing towards people (outside of my family).
I know I'm in the wrong here, but I can't help it...