about a girl
so there’s this girl who I had an amazing time with but I messed up and ruined that connection. I’m still mad at myself to this day because what we had was so genuine. she ended up finding someone new and she moved on. she then broke up with him and me and her keep talking. stuff happens and I make my mistakes over and over again but we somehow end up talking again, every time I made a mistake I said i’d get help and I never did. up until july 1st in which I broke this chain and actually got help. me and her have started speaking again and I really hope that we work out. she’s an amazing person and i’m really afraid to lose her. I don’t necessarily need advice I just wanted to kind of vent.
Well, it really takes a lot of courage to open up like this. It takes serious courage to break old patterns which clearly you are willing to and trying to do now. Super proud of you. This shows your commitment, not just to her, but to becoming the best version of yourself.
Also, it is okay to let it all out, and I’m really glad you find 7 Cups a safe space to do that. Whatever happens, you’re trying, and that matters more than you probably realise.