boy's world?

weird title. I know.

but, I feel like I live in a boy's world. specifically, my boyfriend's world. he's awesome, he's caring, he's funny and likes to joke around. in my eyes, he's nearly perfect (because no one's perfect, right?). honestly, he has me wrapped around his finger. everytime I think about him, it's like floating on a cotton candy rainbow. and I don't even like cotton candy.

that's the thing. I never stop riding the rainbow, and when I talk to him, the rainbow gets brighter. and we suddenly stopped talking. ...well, no, maybe I'm exaggerating. we haven't had a solid conversation in 3 days. I know it's weird to ask, but is it a boy's thing?

do they stop talking to stop talking to people they like to see if that person will chase after them? because if that's the case, I'm definitely falling for it. I also think it may also have to do with his video games. I don't mind him playing them, but... gosh, it's hard to not cry about it. it's like, games, "the boys", then me. I'm not a self-obsessed and jealous girlfriend, so I don't expect him to actually put me first. (then again, I thought I'd be second. dang.)

basically, I'm worried. am I not a good girlfriend? is he into someone else right now? our relationship is getting boring? I don't know. I don't want to overthink anymore. but, is it a boys thing? they want to see if someone is going to chase them? or, maybe it's just the video games. always disliked video games anyway.

thanks for making it this far. if I could get some reassurance... tips on anything related to this, I would love that. thank you again!