im just confused
i got with a guy about an year ago and he was really toxic. we were on and off and one time he even put his own hands on me, but i didn’t leave him because i loved him, finally he left me (and cheated) on me with my best friend. still til this day i miss him and i don’t know how to get over this feeling or what i even have. ( he threatened me a lot.)
I'm so sorry to hear that you went through such a painful and toxic relationship. No one deserves to be treated that way, and it's understandable that you're struggling to move on from the feelings you had for him. Toxic relationships can be incredibly complex, and it's common to feel conflicted even after they end. It's important to recognize that the feelings you had for him were real, but they were likely based on manipulation and unhealthy dynamics in the relationship. Sometimes, even when we know a relationship is toxic, it can be hard to let go of those feelings, especially if there were moments of happiness or if we were deeply invested in the relationship.